Just any other college student trying to figure out life. This is my personal blog, so I have mostly personal posts but I will also reblog things that I feel something about. I hope to put some of my writing on here, and of course my opinions on everything ever. haha. <3
and it was nice. I guess. It wasn’t spectacular. But it wasn’t bad.
I could definitely feel the “stuck in a rut” feeling. I was just sort of going through the motions.
And the sex was meh.
3 more weeks and I can see if this meh weekend turns into a meh month after graduation.
I shall keep you posted.
Jake is moving in with one of his exes. They are “working things out and moving in together to get out of the places they are living in.”
I shouldn’t have emotions about this. I have a boyfriend. I live with my boyfriend. Who am I to deny Jake’s happiness? I can’t and won’t tell him how I feel about this (even though I tell him everything… and if he asks… I may not be able to help it…). He deserves happiness and i won’t complicate things that are already complicated.
I’m still going through with the whole “giving my bf a month to prove himself thing” because it wasn’t for Jake, it was for me. But I won’t lie and say that his moving in with someone doesn’t affect me. It totally does.
I need to be an adult about this. So, I am going to try to reel in my emotions and keep my troubles to myself.
As I cry alone in my room.
But yeah. There’s that little tid bit of information.